Masteress

Well I thought I should update things now o.o Considering its almost been a year since my last entry. Which really is sad. Since I used to use this every day o.o.  Any who. I am now 22 wow... almost half way to fifty that's kinda scary. But as i look back at things in my life I its been a fairly decent ride. Some things I regret and would wish to change. But know in the end, I wouldnt be where I am today if I didnt experience them. And I am a better person for it.
On a lighter note. Ive been drawing more frequently and writing. But I havent seen that much of a change in my art. But I hope if i can get myself to draw/write a bit everyday I hope to be satisfied to put some stuff up here. But alas I am very picky and very lazy at the same time. And so I have no Idea when I will update my gallery. Exsept with pictures. XD Cuz they are so easy XD Im sorry laziness. Im old Hahahaha...
Anyways...... I am planing on revising my betayal of innocence book that I was writing with a friend. But various things happened and is almost impossible to get in contact with the person i was hoping to write this book with. So I must do it on my own. Scary... I almost want to take a class.... to help me..> But I dont know where i would fit it into my life. I already have zero to none of a social life. I cant even remember a time i really sat down with a friend and had a dinner with them and caught up... besides with My bf and his friend... SO YEAH! Fun times.
So we will see! My birthday was plesent enough, I got in a little fight... with  my bf well not so little but everything turned out okay in the end. I got a few things i wanted off my list. at least. But everything i got I liked. SO it turned out okay  I wish i didnt have that fight, but it happens.. When two lifes are entertwined its hard to make everything go as smoothly as you would like. Well I guess i should go., I cant really think of anything to write at the moment but when i do I will write it down.

HI how are you? Well thats good.. I'm tired, haven't really slept for a couple days. Why? well yesterday my cat was meowing and scratching at the door all night, and when she stopped doing that i was getting smacked in the face by my partner... then last night .... smacked in the face and then woken up so much i decided to stare at the sealing...
On brighter news... I feel ok besides the watering eyes and sleepiness... i haven't really played my rappelz game in a while.. or really any game, i beat rock band solo tour tho, on medium mode... and got in contact with some old friends. sort of. Two not really talking to me. me more so doing more talking... then they are, but i guess thats ok, I'm being heard... well kind of... they at least know I'm there. the other two, they are awesome, and are talking to me back. Wow real human interaction... its so surreal...I talk at them, and they respond... wow.. what a consept.... I'm not have a computer talking at me... one might even come visit yay! I must make him something... hmm.. Maybe I'll make him something to help my recent fascination  with yarn, and croshaying... sorry da friends... its kinda hard to show off my croshaying... maybe he'll model it for me on his page. :Nudge:

Quote of the day
Animals are such agreeable friends. They ask no questions, they pass no criticisms... ~ George Eliot

Welp I havent written in here for a long time might as well update ya all. ive been dating my bf for now 3 years yay. And had a long vaca to rewire my system. Whilst getting my character on rappelz lvl 40, yet still i cant seem to get past that level now. when its been more then a week lol. Stuff happens I guess.
I recently got into water color again. So. Well Ill be doing that for a bit. ANd when i get a chance. I will put up something I  think is worth putting up. I did make a painting for my friend, but alas I had already given it to her. Not thinking of putting it on here. But thats ok. I will put something better up here when i get a chance. Things are busy nowdays. I have my review for my job coming up. Been there for a year now. I saw my family recently too. But it was for a sending off ceramony of my late great gramma. I say sending off cuz she was on this earth for a 100+ years o.o so its a sending off ceramony. Shes happy now i hope and is watching us. Ok I said enough. ^^ talk to you guys whenever ^^

I havent written in here for a while so i figured I should update you so you know I'm not dead. I've been lost in my new wacom tablet and my cs adobe photoshop that I just got. So I might be scarce on here cuz I want to draw some stuff and then put them on here. I think I have improved greatly, but I'm still not that great. But that just leaves room to improve ^^. I just got over  a cold, and I'm a surviver of a war between the crows and the seagulls. o.o they all were circling over my head the other day at least 50 birds, and none pooped on me. I guess they listened to my advice, when i told them that just because they are having disagreements with their neighbors not to take it out on the innocent passerbyer.  XD well I should go ^^ thanx for taking the time reading my little blurp ^^. Hugs and loves to all ^^

Welp, I thought I should update a few things sence I have not written in her a long time. Forgive me for not updating any pictures or writtings lately. I am at a bit of a stump, and have no scanner at the moment. I am trying to write a sequel to the book that and i are doing. I finished it already he just has to finish his 2cents or one million. XD Uh.... oh thats right. I don't know if you guys knew but my birthday was on the second of this month. I got a whole bunch of stuff from paul. Cuz hes a sweet heart, sometimes... Well most of the time... Just when he wants to be XD. I got a new monitor, so i can play oblivion now and not have to have a tourch on all the time. And actully see the people Im snipping. With out them seeing me first and die... I got never winters nights two. He bought me a chai latte ^^ A book for psu, and a couple other things.my mom got me a stuffed bunny. I guess she thought it was cute. And it is.. and some gel pens. Cuz i like them.
I had to work on my birthday. It was sucky, cuz i felt like crap. However i stayed because my friend was overwelmed and id feel bad if i left her. So yep that was my day. On my birthday. Welp I should get going. Just wanted to update you all.